The Bucket List

Did you ever seen movie " The Bucket List"? I bet that cry is a must for you if you seen this movie...

Simple but meaningful movie. Eventually, human desire the most is the most basic thing in our life that is "family".

I will have a thought for my bucket list after the movie... how about you? What is your bucket list if you find out that you are going to die after 3 months...

Hope you enjoy the movie.

Art @ Sydney

Deeply experience that Sydney is a city that emphasize on ART. I knew many of other city do as Sydney but not my country. Or maybe I didn't pay attention to it as I was busy in Malaysia. Hahahaha.... joking.

I went out for museum today.... Just in Sydney, there are plenty of museum... Hyde Park Barracks Museum, Justice & Police Museum, Museum of Sydney, Susannah Place Museum, bla bla bla....

Well, my initial plan of today was to visit either 2 of the above Museum as I own a ticket that allow me to access 12 museums unlimited within 3 months...but SOMEONE broke my very first plan... Anyway, that's fine to just visit one...

Back to topic --> ART, first art that I touched in Sydney was an event of "Vivid Sydney" that present music, lighting on building wall / Opera House, abstract object at The Rocks.... at Sydney Harbour...

The second art was visit the Museum of Comtemporary Art Australia at The Rocks. I am not from art stream... so like not really understand what the information of the art from the museum is trying to deliver to visitor. So, from my view that, they are trying to use art to show us the ugly and beauty of human and they are trying to show us the string art from very old generation represent the connection of people in this society.... something like that... althought not really touched by it but you know mostly art museum is like quiet place with less people, I was really scared by some video or art at some corner location like those weird dolls located in warm light but actually dark environment. Some more, there are video clips that is showing a women's face for about fews hours to see the changes of expression of the lady. The women like didn't move any of her face muscle but when you watch the video you can feel the changes of the muscle like the women is from so relax to stress to very depress expression... oh man, kinda horrible..... Besides this horrible stuffs, actually there are some art that is beautiful by using recycle box to decorate the halls to make it like very practical but beautiful for visualisation. "like" is clicked for this.

What else, they had COLOUR RUN, ELECTRICITY RUN.... sound damn cool.... funny...but out of this is freaking boring ....

And last but not the least, TODAY, the whole Sydney is full of big big "Snails" with different colours.... Sudden appear 2 snails infront of Custom House which actually is a library now and a snails on the roof of the Museum of Sydney. I really don't understand what is the purpose of doing so but my friend said it is their culture that they are really paying attention to art in their education/ country. Well, good culture. But can't denied that with those art, I am relax for that moment, eventually it has enhanced my life.

Next event is coming is the "International Fleet Review", do you know why I will like wow so much paying attention to all those event that is happening in Sydney, it is because, shop close very early in here which make us bored in the city... so NSW Government is trying their best to organise as many as they can to enhance their city life of the resident. So, what is the "International Fleet Review", its a show for warships, tallships from various country, Navies Parade, sound cool for me as you can imagine over 40 + ships is parking at Sydney Harbour, how amazing it is... Hopefully I didn't overexpect it....

勒晕的感觉

来到澳洲度假遇到很多不同的人。结果我遇到了台湾来的警察，还有正在念医学的未来医生。

这种组合能够发生什么事呢？应该是什么正义救人的事。哈哈。可是错了，我们尝试了些搞笑的事。用柔道技术勒晕一个人。

原本不大敢试，可是两个专业医生加两个专业警察，好像也不怎么好怕。

警察保证很舒服，好像发梦一样。试过之后还真的跟他说的一样。醒来时跟发美梦笑醒的美妙感觉差不多。可是录像没那么美，我的样子好痛苦，自己看了也吓一跳。好恐怖，脸都快勒青了。

虽然很新鲜，可是还是劝大家别试比较好，因为好像会销毁一些脑细胞。。。还是别贪玩啦！！！

Chiling at Darling Harbour

Finally I had a trip to really have a look of Sydney with tourist point of view. Different point of view experience different culture, vary also for the level of satisfactory.

Today is my most enjoyable day in Sydney. Previously perhaps is because of I'm keen on working, so I can't really breath and live well in Sydney like it still stressful as in Malaysia during working time as I dream almost at every night.

Anyway, I had a lovely day in Darling Harbour today. And also fully utilised my day in Sydney just for fun.

I went for Darling Harbour which are the Madame Tussauds Sydney, Sea Life Sydney Aquarium and also the Sydney Tower Eye.

Although it is still new and a bit small for the Madame Tussauds, but it is beyond satisfy for me who is never visit any wax gallery before.

A bit disappointed is that the Tower, I expected to have great feeling with the night view of Sydney but like it is too common for me, so if ever have a chance to visit again, I will go on a day view instead of a night experience. Anyway, still is a nice experience.

The highest level of satisfactory for the Sydney day trip is the fireworks show at night at Darling Harbour. Although it is not that grand but still touched my heart. Sydney has my full marks with the last show that is street art performance. Don't think that the street performance are always lousy one. Surprise me is that they are beyond professional and FOC. Everything is worth and really rejuvanate your day with this performance.

The performance made a lot of fun, over my expectation for they are really put effort to entertain every audience they attracted even they might not pay tips for the show. High marks for their entertaining skills. Can't denied that I had been entertained by them. Give them a 5 stars.

On the way to train station, met a group of pretties that are having a "bride to be" party. I can feel the happiness from them which add some marks again to Darling Harbour. Haha, maybe I can have a "bride to be" party as well in the future. Dreaming~~

Last but not the least, the most wonderful thing for today is I got two good companies that is good to share their knowledge and also they camera which made my trip much more lovely. =)

Share some knowledge here that it is illegal to drink alcoholic beverage at street or public. You have to drink it at home or alcohol selling place (pub, lounge or club). How weird that you can see the sign that is written "alcohol prohibited" in the street.

Blue Mountain

Blue Mountain trip keep postponing till last few weeks, finally its successfully on.

Simply description for me to Blue Mountain is a national park of Australia. Its like a Cameron Highland in Malaysia that citizen will go up for a breath when holiday but of course it is much larger than Cameron Highland. It need to take maybe one week to fully visit all the point of Blue Mountain. And it is located at 1 hrs plus drive from Sydney. Its kinda easy to get there no matter by drive or train.

For me, Blue Mountain is a excellent place to relax from stress city life. Up there you breath very fresh air, you enjoy the view that is so country side with very natural view like water fall, mountain like Three Sister Rocks etc...

Besides, up there isn't just provide you the environment to calm down your mind, it also provide a very good platform for you to exercise like actually you are doing hiking as you need to access those view point by walking through the natural.

I sweated even it is winter in Australia. If I have a chance to visit again, I definately will arrange a 3 days 2 nights trip instead of one day trip. Anyway, good to experience and feel the mountain. The grand view and fantastic feeling that I got in here is worth.

Sunshine in Sydney Australia and Malaysia

Stay in Malaysia for a very years, sunshine for me is like very hot instead of a healthy warm stuff. After two months of cold weather in Australia, I experienced cracked skin at heel and finger, the coldness was not that enjoy at that particular moment.

Gradually, my lovely skin is getting better with lotion and cream apply, I bought lot of skin care within 2 months. After adapted the weather, I like the cold in Australia, those feel of free from sweating, you can't really imagine it, you got to experience it.

Back to the topic, after adapt the weather here, since no hot sunshine for me about two months, I am starting to seek warm sunshine. Luckily, today I got it when I off from work. Finally, I understand why western ppl tend to purposely go for a sunshine shower at beach / balcony. Yes, I did it at balcony in the sofa with a small tea table beside.

The most significant different action for me in Malaysia and Australia for the sunshine is that I will get the warm sunshine seat at train station instead of shaded seat in Malaysia at the waiting public.

You will appreciate the sun here a lot because of the cold which is not able to get it in Malaysia.

烧烤店工作有感

有没有觉得题目有点台湾腔，因为最近跟很多台湾大陆人在一块，所以总觉得自己有点点的台湾腔。之前就有幻想过自己在澳洲会接触亚洲人比澳洲人多，万万没有想过我会来了Sydney数一数二大的华人区Hurstville.

工作在Hurstville的火车站，虽然好多外国人出入，可是来买烧烤的大部分都是亚洲人。感觉自己好像不在澳洲。学好的英文也好像没有派上用场。唯有寒冷的天气让我觉得自己身在异国。

在冷天，没有想过自己会那么爱吃。大概因为寒冷，人人都会想办法取暖。有些人靠抽烟取暖，有些就喝酒，我两个都不爱，就吃牛肉取暖。

这里什么都不多，还真应马来西亚朋友说的对，牛肉最多。几乎每家店都销售牛肉餐，无论是牛肉面还是kebab。反倒鸡肉很少。好想念吃鸡肉的味道。要买鸡肉也不是难，可是就是没牛肉那么随手可得。

来到这里，很幸运的，没怎么找，工作就有了。拜三房东介绍，去了家中国东北烧烤店上班当收银员。钱少不过工作很轻松。没有清洁工作，这是唯一让我觉得工资少却过得去的原因。

刚开始，觉得这还蛮轻松。没什么压力，什么都很得心应手，语言不是问题，工作内容也蛮“手板眼见功夫”。可是当每个同事同时给不同意见，要求不同东西时，就开始头痛了，到底谁的话是标准。因为店是新开，所以老板也没什么特定的规则，老板也是在改进中，所以工作内容也蛮模糊不清。有点点乱七八糟。不过大致上还是简单的工作。

某天某日闲空，站在店里没事就开始思考。当时试着满足每个同事的要求去做那件事时，当时那感觉跟旧公司的那种压力有点相似。就其实每件事都不可能满足每一个人，当一件事有很多限制是，那事就显得困难重重。所以如果那个人没有自己的想法，那就会糊里糊涂，不知道该怎么办。。。脑袋当机，结果就会让事情完全无法进行。

之前旧公司让我学会了如何处理类似的事情。要让每个人舒服，也要让自己做得开心，必须要分析。。。工作就是让我们学习分析能力。我还在学习。。。在旧公司学的时候压力超大，因为工作内容牵涉到上千人的收入，所以经理都协助我一起分析。我很感谢她的引导。

而现在虽然面对同样的问题，不过因为牵涉的范围没那么庄重，也就自己能够解决。所以说扫地的都会有他的压力，当CEO的都会有压力，都会因为压力而身体不适，睡不着，那我们应该让自己面对那种高收入的压力而睡不着比较划算。大家一起加油吧！！！

烧烤工作服

 

Forex Group Discussion

Via friend, I joined dinner with a group of professionals who are from Forex forum. They are share broker, properties broker, manager and etc ...

I was thinking that all of them are my friend's friend. Then I only learned that they all also stranger to her. Its like OMG, how dangerous we are. Just simply join a group and came out to have drink with strangers.

But by the way, I earned some knowledge of Forex and........ free dinner as well. Hahaha...

First time to experience this like new thing... its great... actually I had fun in the group. Its all about learning.

For me, yeah, its all about learning, but for those broker, its all about business. Let me explain, they came and introduce, make friends, show their talent, their knowledge, then started to distribute name cards and keep asking you to give him a call to have more information. They just reluctant to give more than that.

Its like you need to business with him, then only start learn another stuff. It won't be more from him. Haha, noted his motive, I was like wow, good way to approach new customer. I guess for those who are doing sale, maybe its a good idea to create some group in some forum (of course professional forum) to attract some sales or customer. But have to be careful.

But I also knew not all ppl in forum have the same motive, they really just want to do sharing. Its good. Sharing is good.

出轨课题

那天朋友跟我讨论一个课题：

假如你的另一半出轨，哪一个方式你比较接受得到？

他去

1.       叫外卖。还是

2.       一夜情

 

刚开始我选了一夜情，觉得叫外卖的男生太倒胃口了，太无耻了。我不希望我选择的另一半是那么无耻的男人。

而我朋友就比较接受得到另一半叫外卖，因为外卖通常就花钱，完事后就没有续文。那么她跟他还能够相爱继续爱情路。反而一夜情就通常是男的对那女生动情才会发生，而且完事后会有下文的几率大很多。

听完朋友的解释，突然选择不到。我开始往卫生方面想。到底一夜情比较卫生还是外卖比较卫生？想来想去，还是不得其解。怎样都不卫生。。。

哎呀！原来我好像接受不到另一半出轨噢！！！

看来，好像只要他不让我知道，出轨好像对我来说也不是个问题。因为我不知道啊。。。哈哈

您呢？有头绪吗？

Anxiety . Depression . Stress . Dreams

No work for weeks.... my life is starting disorder. Night mares is surrounding when sleeping. Causes me wake up with high anxiety and stress. Strange dreams tired me a lot.

I was thinking that no work caused me depress, so I try hard to get myself busy. Looking stuff to clean, contacting bank, preparing my trip. But, its seem worsen the condition. More dreams and more tiredness is following me. Even neck is painful when wake up from dreams.

Try to search online to understand more about night mares... read read and read, like I am more to anxious my life in Australia more than nothing to do. Ya, there are a lot uncertainty in Australia, nobody with me to go there, all alone.... really getting worry about myself. Started regret to arrange those in my life but some how I am excited to experience this.

Between, I have few good people to help me on this, they concern about me. Trying hard to help me, sound like I had made some good friends...

Thats why friend and family are always important in our life. Don't hurt your family and friends.

Thank you so much for helping me no matter in which way you do.

Leaving

Count count count downing.... 9 days to go to end my current job. 3 years here in this company experience tough, happy and  going to be my one of the line for working experience part in my future resume.

People normally will ask what is your feeling regarding your leaving. What have you learn from this company for passed 3 years. Actually I never think about this kind of question. But since people keep asking this. I guess I shall at least think about it. I think it is a responsible for myself to have an answer to each question.

So, Shirley, what do you feel as you are leaving? Actually, I didn't feel any sadness, I can see my colleagues feel the same, maybe its because I'm heading to another country, its a grateful life experience, they are happy that I am leaving to explore my life or maybe because of the visa validation, I need to leave on time, the valid reason and strong feeling that I had let me go to chase my dream. However, I let go my opportunity to be promoted to higher level in this company. How irresponsible to myself. So, after one year of explosure, I'm going to kick my ass off to work hard to chase back the opportunity lost that I had made this time.

So, what have you learn for passed 3 years? Can't denied that my one up manager taught me a lot. She grew me up patiently. She gave a lot of opportunity to me. Thank you for all that are from you. Working is really learning. No matter where you work, you will learn anything. I learned to make decision, learned to resolve issue in a fast way, learned to work smart to ease future work load, learned to present myself, etc... Harder to list out all what I had learned in this company. But really thanks for those who ever taught or help me while working.

Hi, I am leaving. The time to say good bye to every co-workers I have ever worked with, I feel awkward.

生气自己

生气自己因为他而为小事不开心，
生气自己因为他变得那么小气，
生气自己因为小气而想他，
生气自己因为想他而失眠，
生气自己不了解自己的一举一动，也。。。
生气自己不了解他的一举一动，

再来，
生气自己，所以第二天惩罚自己早早起来去上班，免去跟他吃早餐的机会。
生气自己担心他会不当一回事，
生气自己担心他会因为我这情绪化的举动觉悟，觉悟我并不是他那杯茶，
到底还有什么生气呢。。。

应该要生气自己现在晚上一点了，还在写。。。
到底应该生气吗？
会任性吗？
我生气他知道吗？