Friday, August 31, 2012

Monday, August 27, 2012

Lost, Help!!!

After the approval, seem everything stops without any progress... its worry me... but still it stop at there for almost 2 months... I shall start my research and survey to complete all the preparation before I depart.

Took a pen and a piece of paper, listed down all the things that I must do before I leave... Wow, quite a lot and I realize that I do not have enough time to ready all the stuff... and I am very lost right now as I do not know what I shall do immediately... where I could get the correct information... Maybe I am scared is because I am heading there alone, I feel unsecure, feel like not willing to go alone, I wish somebody could accompany me there, because, I start feeling tough...

I lied to my mother, if anything happen to me, it must freak her out. I am Lost. Can you help me?!

Too difficult

Wish to be with you... I shouldn't care of others' thinking of me as what others think of me is non of my business which I learned it from internet.

Wish to be with you... I shouldn't think too much as actually we are just learning each other, nothing more than that.

Wish to be with you... Am I too difficult? Yes, I am too difficult to you. =)

You ends up with words of "Have a good night".

Frankly, you are a sweet and thoughtful person... glad to meet you.

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