Fame

Someone told me, seeing an art at different level of life brings up different sentimental feelings.
So, it is worth to watch a meaningful movie or read a book for a couple of times at different age to feel the things. It would touch deep inside your heart and makes you understand the life. How the world works.

Fame is a movie. I believe I watched it at my age was the best timing to understand what it really means. The message is really clear and reality. Every sentence every word is so meaningful. You will love it.

The movie talks about arts school where educates and trains students for their dreams. Well deliver the message that all of us should dare to dream and succeed.

I was well with the movie till Kevin tried to end his life in Subway station after his teacher told him that he is not gonna be a professinal ballet dancer forever which it was a dream for him ever since he was borned. He was so devastated till I could feel it deep inside my heart, the scene emphasized myself in this, it was like telling me that I ever had a big dream like he did. But somehow the world killed it like the teacher killed his dream. I don't know who killed my dream but I did giving up my ex-dream and went for another more practical goal of my life. I don't even remember what was the dream I was having. How sad it is.

The movie mentions few students story, it was well casted and made every student's story be the audience's story. It is so easy to map yourself into their story as your own and seriously, I experienced most of the story.

For example, no matter how close how good you are in the group, anyhow, we have to separate just for further our life as it is how the world works. Separate and move on no matter how good the past was. Growing up is happening in our life and you can't stop it. I cried for my friend everytime we separated for our future. I learned it now and do you know what, seem like I locked my feeling as I was getting cooler than ever. Not caring to the world operation, not enthusiasm to social, just lived a my life.

This is a lot better now after my working holiday trip, I learn to connecting my life to world. As saying in the movie, "succeed is not fame. It's not money or power. Success is waking up in the morning so excited about what you have to do that you literally fly out the door. It's getting to work with people you love. Success is connecting with the world and making people feel."

People, make yourself succeess as the definition in the movie. It is a lot happier for life.

6XX Block

Staying in 652A Block for half year, need to move out due to 2nd landlord back to her origin for good.

The 1 year contract was broken. Initially, it was troublesome to me as I need to find a new house to move in.

Anyway, I believe HE gave this opportunity for me to move to a better place.

So there you are, 6xx Block, truely frankly honestly is a way better than the previous one.

I love it sooooooo much.

Almost everything like landlord, roomate, housemate, environment, rental is better.

I was thinking that I will miss the previous room but some how its never happen, I am satisfy with my current condition.

Let's get it start for my life here in 6xx...

Picture is just for illustration...

a SHIT luck day

Gosh.... I had a shit day.
Not any kind of shit...
Is truely physically shit which was smelly, wet, nasty and disgusting.

One day, I went to Macritchie walk with group of friends.
Can't be avoid was photo session in such activity.
I leaned on the edge of bridge.
After shooting, carried on our walking happily.

When my hand accidentally touched my pant, felt like so wet, was wondering was that my sweating?
I felt wrong after some moment, I looked at my hand, me and my friend shouted together
"SHIT ARRRRRR"

All group member said no wonder there was shit smell surrounding them...

OMG, I had a shit day.
One of the member asked my feeling that day.
My answer was: I feel like shit.
Everyone had a laugh.
Actually not that much annoyed to my emotion.
I felt funny also, my first time of touching shit in such a way like so close to it. LOL.

After the matter, I told the story to my roomate and colleague, they were saying the same thing that I had a shit luck which means the shit will bring good luck to me.

Hope its true that shit = luck, means luck is following me now.

=)

三年

我不像会对感情承诺的人
可是对于你，就算多么不甘心，还是说出了一个三年。
是我们的未来

现在的心情，
挺满足现状
蛮期盼未来
可是非常担心中间的变数
因为三年是段长时间
所谓世事难料

请祝福我们

Something Molest My Body

Everyday I feel something touches my hand, my leg.... it's so frequent that I realize that my hair fall problem is getting serious.

Oh my god, I was keep ignoring this as I had ever read an article regarding the normal volume of hair to fall is about 100 hairs. I counted my hair fall some days, its still in the acceptable interval which is 100. But physically, it seem not the same matter.

Oh my god, it's getting obvious of my front head hair, it seems lesser and lesser which it looks a bit bald. Its time to focus on my shampoo brand and hair care / treatment.

Oh my god, plus my white hair is another concern, two in one make me look worse. There are 4 people talked about it in a week recently. It keep reminding me that I should take some action and care of it instead of ignoring it.

OMG!!!

I'm headache.... Seriously, age is approching 30, body start giving us alarm..... Sigh!!!

This is sooooooooo negative which make me moody... CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I HAVE AGING PROBLEM NOW!!!

Wok Challenges / Stress

Wok Challenges / Stress
I was satisfied with my work style before.
But somehow, there are always have uncertainties, unexpected stuff coming out from time to time which is not letting you to rest in comfort zone.
However, it doesn't mean that I'm not satisfied now.  It would be a healthy personal grow in workplace I guess.
I had a challenge.
Before I have colleague issue, the problem solve but another issue raise.
Now I have to take over a resigned colleague's projects.
Anyway, I'm more than willing to accept it.
Somehow, it's so frustrating when someone keeps laughing on the situation that I'm having now.
But I don't care. Other people's mind is none of my business.
You know what, I had get off the worry time zone, I was spending my time to worry my future in this company for past 2 weeks. How to learn it all from the one? How to take the challenge...etc.
NOW.... I'm so excited about it. =)
I might have a chance to be promoted......positive thinking......
All the best.

Precious Moment with Miss COURSEMATE

It's was a lovely time with her
Whatever she said, I interested
She is a popular girl among people
Wherever she go, there are people surrounding her
She is smart and pretty
Whenever it is, she always carry herself well
She is my favourite and best friend
I really love to be with her
Laughter surrounding during the time with her
Feeling relax with her
She always able to advise and encourage to my life
What a lovely girl that exist in my world.

Crying for YOU

Part of the movie recall my memory of the crying. The crying is for YOU, it is a vivid memory.

I cried for YOU twice.

I remembered the first crying was when YOU were applying to another class stream in high school. I was so bad that I did really hope you will fail the application. But eventually you left me to another class. Then I left to another school too. The crying was so crazy in the canteen in front of a class mate.

The second crying was when YOU were leaving origin HOME. I thought that I was fine. But after I sent you home. I cried crazyly in my car. How deep the feeling of mine to YOU which I didn't realize the friendship is that important to me.

Why cried for so hard?

The first time was thinking that we will go different life in future. Mostly friendship end after school especially those go for different university coz we will spend less time together which weaken the relationship.

While the second time of crying was thinking of your chance of not going to return to your origin. There is a vibrant city, cool weather. If I were you also might have the chance to stay there for good. If you are not coming back means I will never have the chance to meet up with you anymore.

Anyway, you are back. We are friend.

I'm a lot more realistic girl now. But some how, I appreciate our friendship.

Friendship Forever.

Mode officially ON !!!

Finally, I moved in to Singapore. Instead of travelling JB and SG for work, I sleep a lot now. Benefit number one is able to rest well and beauty sleeping though it works not so well on me. LOL.

Travelling happened for 2 months to me, it was exhausting and tiring. But its happening to a lot of family in JB and Singapore. Malaysian are sending their children to school at Singapore which they deeply believe that Singapore's education is better than Malaysia which I have no comment about it as I have no idea about it. While Singaporean move their life and their family to Malaysia but stay working in Singapore to earn double currency and live better living expenses which obviously understandable.

Whatever it is, travelling is not my style, soooooo.........

SG life mode ON!!!

事到如今，如何是好

生活，理想，感情都很难同时拥有，头痛！

时常想起自己不顾一切，做自己想做的事，没有责任感。

时常想自己的行为有没有做错，没有头绪。

可是这世间的所有事情都好像没有所谓的对与错。

问自己，会后悔吗？不知道

永远不会知道

会想哭吗？会

哭的出来吗？好像哭不出来

现在生活还好吗？好像不错，挺满意的

可是想起对他的一切，会觉得不应该吗？会

那是错吗？我不知道

想跟他有将来吗？很想

想起他会开心吗？ 会，会会心一笑。

他好吗？他很好

是习惯了他吗？有可能

是爱他吗？那么浪漫爱情的问题，我不了解。

我现实吗？超现实

会想分开吗？不想

会喜欢别人吗？感觉我不会

对他不公平吗？是不公平

我追求理想，有错吗？没有

是方法错了吗？好像是

有更好的办法吗？应该有，可是我想不到，笨！！！

现在这样，到底想怎样？我。。。真的不懂

你能帮我吗？

告诉我应该要怎样。。。。

他会离开吗？好像会

他到底在想什么？我不知道

我们会放弃对方吗？正在逃避的问题

唉！我好像在浪费大家的时间。对不起

WISE MEN TALK

Do you know?

"Don't worry about that" is a polite way to tell someone "It's non of your business".

WISE MEN TALK make friends instead of enemy. 

THIS.MEANS.WAR

I'm so excited about my brand new life in Singapore! No matter its turn out good / bad in future, it's gonna be so much fun to my life. Woohoo!!!

Maybe the excitement is too much to me... I'm not tired at all at this time 2am at this approching 30 age. LOL!!!

Or maybe I drank some alcohol just now, it made me sleeplessness. Whatever it is, I watched a movie called "This Means War".

It is a perfect cast with a very good story line. It's well combined the fun with action. Soooo interesting, it kept me laughing like forever till the end of the movie. LOL...

Since when, I haven't enjoy much of a movie like tonight. I love it!!!

Handsomes and Gorgeous, there you go....

EP Approval

Oh yeah!!!

My Sg work pass is approved under Employment Pass (EP). I never expect that it would be EP instead of S pass. Although there are not much different. LOL. Anyway, I am soooooo happy that I am hired and will start work soon...

Next chapter of life is coming freaking soon. Hope I will enjoy it.

It's time to WORK HARD & PLAY HARD !!!
Happy!!!

Jayesslee

It was a late sleep night. Why? Because of watching youtube of a twins online celebrities that I've been follow for years since uni times. Their account name is "Jayesslee". What so special to them is that they are beautiful korean girls but raise and live in Australia. Their voice is so nice to listen especially speaking english.

It is a hit to me because of the song "Officially Missing You" carry by them. The way they did the song is sooooo R&B style and more to acapella. I love it soooooo much. They are famous now since the song. After that they presented few song that are casual and nice too like "Breakeven" and "Try".

That late night, I watched them for hours following the story of them from famous, concert around Asia, proposal, wedding to pregnant... Their story is interesting to me. After the watching, was wondering why they are so interesting to me and to some of the people in this world?

I able to find the answer before I slept,they are so lively, so lovely, so creactive and so influent that could spread their happiness to the world... feel good to watch them once a many while times...

I'm happy to share them to you my friends...

The video is the most original one, so they look a bit green ....

Write Something Pointless......LOL

Things getting smooth with me. According to my friend, I am a lucky person from whatever range of stuff. However, for my understanding that "there are many things behind the story, just never disclose by me". So, actually I'm not lucky, just you only able to access the side of me that make you interpret that I am lucky.

Was reading the book call "Magic" by The Secret before writing. The book is talking about thanksful and keep doing that the energy will attract good thing to the thanksful one. For some reason, it lead me to think that if I keep categories myself as the lucky one, will it be true forever? Sound not realistic, right? I do hope that the concept in the book is practical that it works out on me that I am a lucky person.

Can't denied that I am much happier now as recently I'm keeping myself loosen. I did things much more crazy like fooling around, shopping a lot, etc...

Actually I have nothing to carry out from this article just sort of want to write something, so just write. I'm sorry if you think the article is pointless... lol.

SEE you...

"Whatever" Street Mall

In Australia, they like to involve a street in a shopping mall. As word, part of the selected street is sealed combining opposite shop lots to be a shopping mall like below picture. So no vehicle is allowed to drive thru the street. The purpose is to allow consumer could access shop around freely.

In Perth, there have Murray Street Mall and Hay Street Mall.

In Sydney, there have Pitt Street Mall.

In Melbourne, of course there have Bourke Street Mall.

Feel western shopping style....... its lovely.

House Auction Experience

Because of a friend, I companied her to a house auction to earn money. Let me explain, its a mobile phone Apps "Field Agent" that only accessible by Iphone. Something like survey company pay for people to help on them.

Okay, back to topic. What would you think about a house auction. For me it must be inside a hall and auctionee will chair the price and slide show about the house something like that, isn't it. However, its a bit different that in Australia, it is conducted at the real house.

So, before the auction, participator allow to walk in the house for inspection and have a rough idea about the house and prices. When the time for price, all will gather at the front house, and auctionee will use his loud voice to chair the auction. I enjoy the show like although it do it casually but actually is talking about million dollar.

I can't really describe how was it but it really awesome to participate.

Indulgent Melbourne

Almost end of my journey in Australia. Between Sydney, Perth and Melbourne, Melbourne is the my favourite city throughout the whole vacation.

Maybe I came here right before Christmas, the city is warm enough by surrounding with christmas atmosphere. I am deeply indulged by the city. Caucasion here are stressless, hence people in this city looks more beautiful. It's pace faster than Perth but slower than Sydney which just nice to me. Honestly, lifestyle in Perth is far more layback to the other two city, that's why handsome and pretties are everyway in Perth which quite comfy to my eyes. Same as in Melbourne, handsome and pretties are everyway which live in a more happening city.

Without a specific planning, I just did my vacation casually by following my mood and feeling. So fateful that Melbourne is my Christmas and New Year city in Australia. Maybe is because of didn't work in this vibrant city so I can fully relax and enjoy the city.

Melbourne is a brilliant city which full of graffiti street. Can't really explain the reason, but those graphic on the wall are really perfectly match to the city. This is how Melbourne could court my heart.

Apart of graffiti street, Melbourne is famous with coffee. Coffee is not my favourite. But most of friends who are stayed in both city of Sydney and Melbourne, they comment the same thing that Melbourne coffee is better. Mainly is because of barista in Melbourne is higher quality according to them.So, is a must to try a cup of coffee in Melbourne even coffee is not your cup of tea.
 
For some reason, I locked out of my apartment on the second day of Melbourne. Sound bad yet I have nothing to rush, so I walked to nearby park to have a look. Sky was getting dark and weather was getting cold as well, I chose to enjoy crepe in a restaurant to escape from the cold and kill time.
However, after hours, the restaurant was about to close too, so I got no choice that have to wait my friend right infront of the apartment as my phone out of battery as well.

Although felt awful but still okay, not that cold after the dinner so it was a quite comfy waiting period for me. I saw people and car passed by one by one until two caucasions were coming. What so special about them was they were screaming to each other at the opposite road, frankly they scared me but I try to ignore them and been caution. The nearer guy as I expected talked to me when he passedby, I can see he was drunk as he was holding a bottle of beer. Was trying to be polite, I answered his question as I scared if I ignored him totally, he will angry about my arrogant.

Luckily, they passed by without any dangerous happen. However after some while, the one talked to me came back and tried to help me via very polite manner, so I accepted his helping. We catched up a while and we kept in touch for weeks. I like him as a friend. He enrich my time in Melbourne. I will definately miss him after I back to my country.

Hopefully I can back here for another vacation but I knew that I won't do this as I believe that to keep a place beautiful forever in mind, you shouldn't visit again that give a chance to spoilt it.
 I am sure I'm gonna miss the city after the vacation.