我的祝福

知道他进院了。不晓得是什么事情。很想知道却不敢去问。知道一切好像良好。我也不好参进去，毕竟不再联系也有一段时间了。突然的询问好像很多余。回到自己，到底是为了什么会想知道？是担心吗？还是鸡婆而已。自己也不了解。大概他在我心里也是一个分量不差的过客吧！我想。。。
愿你一切顺利。。。

心底的自卑让自己受伤了

平常自信的我都会把自卑收藏的很好的，可是那天有少少的露陷了。。。我告诉自己没关系，硬撑一下下就好，很快就会过去了，只需三个小时就好了。

可是事情没有想象中那么顺利，心灵还是有少少的受伤了。可能那是无心言语，还是我惹恼他了，我不晓得，只能告诉自己说他是无意的来让自己感觉好过一些。

要让自己能够在任何场合都自信满满，唯一办法应该就是为自己增值吧！！！

是时候做些功课啦。。。可是该怎么做才能够达到那个效果呢？？？头痛。。。

Everyone's Special Day

Birthday supposingly is a happy and special date to everyone... but some ppl is getting sensitive with this special day....

Some will use birthday to judge how big of their network. On birthday, if you have a lot of friends then you will get of course a lot of wishes from whatever kind of network.... colleague, friends, family, coursemate....etc etc... Some ppl will count how many times they are going to celebrate their birthday... Some ppl will calculate how many or how much of the present being received by birth baby...

But Birthday somehow also make ppl stress especially friends of birthday baby... they tend to vex how to celebrate their friends' birthday, have to consume some money to achieve the surprise they need to create... what kind of surprise shall be pattern up.... oh... it is feeling terrible for those ppl who are not so creative like me.... haha.....

For me, birthday is just a normal day to me... but I understand that with your small wishes from your mouth or by text... it will create a good mood to those birthday baby...

So, in order to create happiness to my lovely friends, I usually will buy a birthday card and write some sincere word to present my lovely friendship to my lovely friends....

So, Friends who is birthday on 25 May, Happy birthday to you... All the best and wish your dreams come true......

保障

突然想起姐姐告诉我说，车，我们都舍得帮它每年买保险，为什么会有人不舍得为自己买呢？难道车的价值会比人来的高！！！

当时听了，有种恍然大悟的感觉。突然惊觉是时候保障一下自己的生命，毕竟人生无常是所有人认同的一句话。

当你有事时，保险有时候也能够为你身边的人省下不少麻烦。

在这个通货膨胀的时代，无可否认的是保险为人生发挥不少有益的作用。

我该安排安排一下了。。。你认为呢？

Regretful and Learned

I seldom make ppl mad of me... but seldom doesn't mean never offence others. Today, my fool action make someone angry with me. That time, I really regret till feel like want to looking for death. In short, regret till want to die. Haiz..... anyway, things happened, useless to just feeling regret. So, I'm thinking to find a way to get his/her forgiveness...

I'm wondering why even I am so careful for my every words, every action, every decision that I make... still offence someone in some days... Finally, the answer is someone used to be trying so hard to avoid offensive but they didn't learn to judge which is right to do and which is not.

My next learning lesson subject would be " Learn to judge the right things to do in order to avoid offensive stuff."

My dear Friend, forgive me pls. Sorry for what I did it to you that make you feeling frustrating and annoying. I really appreciate our friendship. Don't dare to imagine if I lost it. =8

I am always here for listening

There always has some difficulty or troubles in one family. As a outsider, listening always is my choice when friends are  talking about their hard and suffer. Poor me is always do not know how to advice and guide. The things that they need it the most are advices and helps but always, I lack of it and unable to provide it to my lovely friends who are trying to seek help from me. Friends, sorry for unable to help eventhough I am trying so hard to do it. But when you are ready to talk about it, just I am always here for listening.

Daily Lovely Stuff That Enhance My Day

To live a happy life, you have to magnify the daily happiness and diminish daily negative energy.

So, I choose to magnify my happiness today.

The manager purposely recall my name and show me his happiness of remembering my name. I assume that at least I am somebody to him i/o nobody... Some times, it is so sad to be small potato... =)

Today I learned this, it create me a lovely mood which enhance my day. Thanks Will...... for respecting me.

Shirley Name

Is Shirley that hard to remember? Our company new manager keep forgetting my name. He just remember what post I'm doing but just forget my name. He used to be calling me Michele, Rachel, Sharon.... but not "Shirley". But Shirley is a very common name, isn't? Whats make him so forgetful about this name? I'm wondering and curious. Everytime he call me, he has to refer his notebook before calling me. How should I feel about his action? I am still wondering...

Haha... Finally, I understand what it feel likes.....
Like I'm really a small small potato in the company.... anyway... Is true as well. =)

She is Shirley Temple, the manager need to use her name as a hint to remember my name... How weird it is....

At first, I was thinking Shirley Temple is a temple .... how embarrasing to learn that it is a name of an actress.......

Anyway, I learn something today!!!

New Chapter of Shirley life

Long time didn't write a long article. Wish to write one for posting but still lack of words. Anyway, just share my recently life here.

Recently I always imagine myself to do anything alone like shopping alone, eating alone at restaurant, drinking alone at bar, feeling secure if I do so for clearing my mind. Once I read a book telling me that every human being has more than one personality. Different personality will come up for different condition of life. When one is hurt, strong personality will appear to protect himself / herself. Vice versa, when you are feeling secure, another soft and counting personality will show up to enjoy the moment. So, it is quite true for me.

Sometimes work for a long time, just wish to have time to spare it with myself. Talk to myself to understand what I need for current and future. Clear complicating and simplify my road to achieve my goal of life.

Although yet to be define my goal, but I have decided to create another chapter for my life. No matter the chapter is good or bad to my life. It's still my life, I will love every chapter in my life.

I learned that if some one take too many things into consideration for every matter, it will become obstacle i/o careful thinking and well planning. So although life is need to be planned, but it has to progress as well.... In short, I am going to progress my life to another chapter soon......No matter is proposal A, proposal B or proposal C... is time to change my life and enhance my life no matter is good experience or bad experience. I will not regret.....

Haha, why sound like I'm pursueing myseld to do my new chapter?

Drunk Shirley

Yesterday I was drunk. I did a lot of things that I never did before yesterday. I just knew that drunk driving is really really freaking dangerous... you will fall asleep when driving... luckily I am safe...

When drunk, different ppl with different drunk style... i think mine one is talking disorderly... I have forgotten what I had told yesterday... but I knew it is embarrasing...... so pls, my dear friends... do not believe what I have told when I am drunk....

I found it's hard to face to face to my friends since they saw my abnormal behaviours....just so embarrased... OMG

美丽

美丽是种感觉。只要一个人满足于现状，拥有自信，那个人就会给人一种美感。你认同吗？ 很多人觉得一件艺术或商品很漂亮可是缺乏美感。大概就是这种意思吧！！ 所以人也是一样，一个人对生活抱怨连连，自卑，就算外表怎么漂亮，怎么看，都会觉得少了份美的感觉。 当初大学时期潮流自拍，无论怎么拍，都很满意每张照片里的自己。可能那时我过着开心的校园生活，现在大概是心境不美，所以每每拍的照片都马马虎虎。。。也意兴阑珊。。所以现在浪费了功能不坏的手机相机。 是时候开始让自己兴致勃勃起来啦。。。懒懒的生活还蛮累的。。。