Glee style "Poker Face"

Check out this....

When i first listen to this song, just kinda familiar but still can't link to which song is belong to until the chorus part, yeah, the chorus finally let me found out what is the song really is.... yes, is Poker Face...

I never imagine the song could performe in this way, the Glee style.... so marvellous that music could do this ..... put a rock song in a lovely way....

Isn't it nice to listen.... just share with you....

人情味的公司

工作虽苦闷，却充满人情味。
别家公司应该难存这份情
老板重利润和名誉，难得的是他还会把员工的情感算上一分。
他说，每件事都像钱币一样总有两面，不是成功就算失败。
做错一个决定会让一个人成功或毁掉那人的信心。
突然觉得老板好伟大哦。

老板对我很好，他帮助我学习，去成功。感觉真的很难。到底值得吗？是我要的吗？
到底我应该怎么做决定好呢？

读书跟工作是两回事

人人都说：“读书跟工作是两回事。”
开始时很认同。
可是今天有人说：“如果学了没有应用在工作上就算是两回事；反倒你学了用在工作上，其实那就是一回事。”
这让我深思好久一段时刻。

我们

很经常的，我既兴的跑去远方找朋友。一个我想念的好朋友。

我们跟从前一样，聊天的那种感觉还很好。

我们很多东西都还很相似。

我们都一样在徘徊中。

我们大家都不甘平凡。

我们都野心勃勃。

我们都告诉对方，下次见面我们都要有自己的理想不再徘徊！

我很开心，我们还是聊得来的朋友。。。

A day gain from her

Look like I am starting to handle my stress in a correct way. I stress but less frustration. Previously, stress led me to frustration, now stress create my motivation.

After whole day working, settled down. I start my so called "out of work" activities. Erm, first thing, online.... haha, damn normal hobby. I wish my activity would be playing piano, cooking, some sort of talent but not online. I used to be making myself different, how come the reality is making myself no differentiation from society.

Anyway, normally online hardly attract my attention more than hour and straight into my drama world. But not tonight.

Facebook-ed for few second, chatted with a friend who met up recently. Knew her stuff a bit. Ended the conversation. But then, it linked me to her blog which I seldom read through even I saw her status is updated.

I read her blog, I feel her, the words are so sentimental, she is so talent which I wish to own for long time ago. How come last time I read, it doesn't feel the same way? Wondering is it timing matter. Right time, right words, right person, the combination create the feeling towards a person. No wonder love is that matter.

Return the topic to her. She live her life full of meanings and happiness. She is blessed by herself. I read her article one by one non-stop. For her, life is that simple, happy is that simple, there are a lot of quote from her sharing.

I remember some:

1. I'm working but I'm not. (The highest level in workplace which I am trying to achieve too)
2. It's nice to believe that if you find the field where you are naturally gifted, you will be great from day one. (Wondering my own stuff...)
3. IT IS NEVER BE TOO LATE TO BE WHO YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN ~ George Eliot.
4. 'Smart person learns from people's mistake; normal human learns from their own mistake; idiot never learns!!!'
........

I like to hunt for sentimental article to enhance my inner because I strongly believe your appearance is build from your heart. You are beautiful when you have inner beauty, and vice verse.

Tonight it was a great gain from her sentences because I learned a lot optimistic mind set and what "empty success" is about. Thank you.

疑惑。模糊。徘徊

"如果你在第一份工作里留了个职场的污点，你会怎么做？离开还是补救呢？" 26 Jul'11

打开部落格，打算新增一篇生活小品，没想到看到草稿哪里存有以上标题。它让我疑惑一段时间。

当时我到底做了什么会写下那么一段字呢？当时我是不是低潮期呢？疑惑到底是什么样的错误那么严重会成为污点呢？

努力了几秒，想不起，还是算了，反正不是好事，忘记会比起记得来的更好。

所以说要做什么写什么，应该趁你还记得时完成，不然就会想我这样，彻彻底底的抛诸脑后，无底深渊，翻不回来。哈哈，到底当时我想表达什么呢？自己原来不了解自己。

做人是不是应该先了解自己再去了解别人呢？连自己都搞不懂，怎么够格去了解并批评别人呢！

浏览朋友的部落格，有那么一句，"Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself."

一开始很认同，看多几次，深思几回，开始模糊理解能力，好像是又像不是。看来我还在十字路口。。。

徘徊中。。。

Facilitation Skills Workshop

Just back from training at Penang. Tired but happy that I learned a lot from this course. The course is "Facilitation Skills Workshop". The purpose of this course is to generate facilitator in a company. Wao, I was selected to be trained as a facilitator. Do you know that, I am really happy to be selected as one of the 6 participants among IG.

Since the candidates being selected is listed by our trainer, Miss Loh Soh Mei who is powerful enough to facilitate our CEO, we all curious about how she select us to join the course. One of the participants from PAP asked the question, the answer was we have the criteria of willing to talk, thinkable and smart. When I heard of it, gladness surrounding me at that particular moment.

Before start to introduce the course and my feelings, would like to have some out of topic issue to share. Since the course was conducted in a 5 stars hotel - Traders Hotel by Shangri-la at Penang. It was a very wonderful experience in a 5 stars recognized hotel. Everything from food to bed are excellent. I had a wonderful lunch, every employee and staff are so nice and friendly with smile on their face. I like the feeling to be treated as a very importance customer, they are caring, appear when I really need help. If I have money to spend, I definitely shall use money to stay a week holiday at a such lovely hotel to enjoy these comfortable services. The status is different as you stay at such hotel. OMG, can I experience it one more time?

Okay, back to the topic, when first day reached the course room, it is so big, but only 10 set of chairs and tables were arranged in the middle of the room. Only I realized that, the training was really focusing on individual performance and growing. At the beginning, it really made me scare a bit but it gone once the training started. The environment was totally different. You cannot imagine how relax it is to learn and talk in this 1o students course. It is so free and easy to talk to each other, to share something, to learn something.

Another things surprise me that, our humble SVP (Senior Vice President) joined our training too. Oh, how pleasure to have a learning course together with a top top management. He share a lot of opinion, the ways of expanding network, the ways of handling hard issue, his enjoyable life and lot of knowledge.... really gain a lot from him.

So, what is Facilitator? How to differentiate facilitator with lecturer and teacher? Lecturer and teacher is more on tell while facilitator is more on ask. Former would be more on teach in one way direction for student to learn while the facilitator is more on learning together with the learners. A facilitator actually is metaphor as oil in a machine. You can even cannot seen it in the machine but it actually function well to smoothen the machine and make the machine functioning well.

Why we have to learn the facilitation skills, is it need to give lecture in front of an amount of learner? Nop, we learn and apply it when your daily work, communication, way of building relation with subordinate or manager. I found it applicable to my work. Hopefully it helps me at workplace practically.

At first, I was wondering if I disappointed Soh Mei, then how.... she said, there is no pass and fail in this course. If it is really suit you, then you will do it well, else, just you are not suitable to do it but definitely not a failure. So, no worry... I was wondering is she comfort us with this reason? then we query her, finally she gave a very supporting example. If you really do not suit, but force yourself to do it, then it would end up with loss and failure when u really deal with learners. You cannot facilitate well in the room then for sure you are losing your face. So, if it really not suit you better don't do it as it will protect your weakness from being exposed. So, no fail or pass, just suit or not.

Anyway, here I really sincerely thank you Miss Loh who gave me this opportunity to learn this very useful skill for my workplace and for my life. Thank you so much, I will appreciate your effort to grow us.

Treasure Hunt

After a tired Bangkok journey, next was a treasure hunt by company. First time did this, as a driver, have to really be careful when driving. This is what I learned from this event.

The night is very nice although I didn't eat much due to no food supply. Haha, why no food to eat also consider nice, it is because the program run by our VP is damn funny.

I really never imagine our VP will do such lot of things by himself. Idea, emcee, etc...

The hot environment had been created by him...He was asking some of the top management dance during dinner time, their dance are funny, he was making happiness around the whole area.

Never think that, last car will get awarded with a prize and early bird car will fine with some funny action. But the reason to do so are really accepted. I really cannot forget what he had done for all the employee and he is such a nice guy as a top top management.

There is a surprise. I met a friend's sister... the world is small. I didn't expect that we are working for the same company. How small is the world.

I wish to share all my feelings and matter in this event but I'm lacking of sentence. Anyway, its a good experience to join this event.

生日这回事

10月5号了， 糟糕！我竟然忘记了一位好朋友的生日，还是过了好几天才忆起。
很是怀疑，到底是我开始老了，容易忘记，还是我没有心呢？
不过，我也是很少去记别人的生日的。。。现在想起，我也是个真糟糕的朋友。

讲到这朋友的生日，我就记起当年的不细心而导致别人闲语，最后自己不开心。

可能自己没有什么在乎生日这回事，所以不会特别去庆祝。还好这朋友体贴，明白我。

最后补了封祝福信息，希望他开心。

我是到了绝路了吗？

人常说，人到绝路，便会开始投靠宗教。
你知道吗？我在很用心的想我的愿望是什么呢！
好想拥有很多钱，可是又怕很贪心的感觉。
再说，我总是相信，上天是公平的，他给你一样东西，一定会让你失去一些东西的。
我不想让自己的贪心失去心爱的东西。。。
可是我到底要许什么愿好呢！大好机会，我不想浪费咧！
人人都相信他，但愿他能满足我。。。
不行，我一定要用心慢慢的想我的愿望。。。
我要列完我的愿望，然后慢慢的淘汰。。。留下最最重要的一个来向他祈求！
这么说，我是到了绝路了吗？

人生差太远啦!!!!

最近很爱看戏， 终于找回以前看戏的那种感觉了， 充满乐趣。

最近看完了“Dream High"， 一部韩国连续剧。这戏带给人希望，它充满希望。

我真的非常喜欢那类充满阳光的事，比如我去餐厅我也偏爱那类光线充足的，音乐柔和的，会让人心情健康的餐馆。

最近呢。。。我都在看戏，现在我在看朋友们极力推荐的 "Vampire's Diaries", 两个字，不错!!!
帅哥美女不说，我想说的是，我喜欢坏坏的感觉。。。哈!

人人都说，人生如戏，戏如人生。。。怎么我都感觉不到呢？戏里头都很完美的说! 人生差太远啦!!!!

《毒药伯爵》，由贵香织里的漫画

刚看完《毒药伯爵》，由贵香织里的漫画。很久很久没有好好的闲下来看漫画了，虽然这套漫画找不回以前看漫画的期待，疯狂，不过还蛮不错。

《毒药伯爵》每次为我带来恶梦。。。哈哈，它不是很恐怖，不过就是让我发起恶梦来。。。没有原因!

如果你想发发恶梦，不妨试试这漫画。。。

话说回来，这漫画的故事满不错，有意想不到的情节，爱的来有点悲伤有点恐怖。作者的天马行空让爱变得黑暗，也让故事情节峰回路转的来又不会勉强，还蛮自然。

结局让人满意，不过不是happy ending。可以肯定的是，看了不会心情沉闷。。。人生是充满希望的。。。

Why Ah Sir is Ah Sir

Finally I finished tvb drama "why ah Sir is ah Sir", a highly recommended tvb drama from me. Using word "finally" made the drama feel like a boring drama. But, its up side down, its a very touching drama. The story line is well as it is not making ppl bored or sleepy and it make me tears.

Since its highly recommend from friends and bloggers, I chose to watch this movie. At the beginning, school life story line bored me but after 2 or 3 episode, it interested me. The ending is good as it is a happy ending.

Don't know why, I dislike those movie with sad ending or no ending which mean ending provided a lot of space to rein one' imagination. Sad ending make me down while the no ending make the movie like nothing. After the movie, questions raise up and I will think like, the editor is lazy to think an ending just like pass the trouble to audience letting them to think.

Anyway, these drama providing ppl a very positive thinking. I'm sure, much or little, it will encourage you and guide you to live a correct life. For those who are facing trouble, remember, there are more than one way to solve the trouble and really do not shy to receive others' hand to help you. It is not a shame for you to receive ppl's favors but of course not a long term helping. You have to depends on yourself for eternally solution.

Hiking moment

Early in the morning, 630am I went for hiking... huh, every time people talk about hiking, for me, is some sort like, not too difficult, I can do it.

Today I really feel the challenge... Walao, my stamina is too bad which only able to reach level one of the hill. Really "got heart no energy"!

Can u imagine how it feel when all the aunties and uncles pass by you with slow motion then you begin to realize that, Oh My God, I am slower than them....

Haha, but beside that, we have a very enjoyable moment with friends, we have fun together, make some friends, chatting to enhance our friendship.

Morning breeze air is cooling my body, clearing my mind, relaxing my body and releasing my working stress.

Is a very lovely hiking moment.....

Light or Heavy

So desperate to have a new spectacle, cut a new hair style, to make myself younger.

When I was young, I never think about age problem, I was like never mind about age regardless young or old.

But recently, wondering is it I had changed my point of view to life, I'm starting mind my appearance age vs actual age. When ppl guess it right, its okay, but when it is wrong, its depends, to higher, it make me sick, on the other hand, it fly up me. Wakaka, how typical I am as a female.

Anyway, at current stage, just like to make myself light as air~ its approximately 0 weight. I want my age, my body even my mood, my emotion is light.

According to physic science, heavy item is stable than light item, but vice verse, heavy item is having larger resistance than the light item. Therefore, lighter item is tended to move faster and easier to reach destination. But, it is provided, the situation is horizontal to the earth.

When it occur at vertical condition, it happen to be heavier item is far more faster than the lighter item to reach destination due to earth gravity.

As a conclusion, whether is item to reach destination or ppl achieving goal in life, it really depends on the situation. We needs to determine, is there any gravity exist which affect the result, or is it the existing earth gravity is negligible to our result.

Once you analyze the situation, next step would be action, if you wana reach destination or achieve goal in shorter time, what should you do, make yourself lighter or heavier? The decision is important, once it is wrong, failure happen.

But failure is not forever, maybe failure wiser you and teach you how to measure a situation and make a correct decision for future life.

So, buddy, try to make one step forward to experience life regardless success or failure, it happen to teach you something, anyhow, it would be a good lesson to you for you to well prepare for a brighter career.

Alcohol make things happen

Huh, I drank a tall glass of draught beer at BERLIN, a German restaurant, through out the dinner. I knew I'm poor in drinking alcohol drinks, so with this great opportunity time, I just wish to have a try...

Dinner with boss, I sat beside our GM who is white man from Britain. At the beginning, it was quite awkward to sit beside him since channel is not the same, level is not the same.

But luckily, after work, he is just a normal citizen with just friendly appearance and no arrogant element spread out from him. So, after drank in few alcohol, it enlarged my braveness and started exciting, heart beat getting fast, a lot of topic raised up from my mind then I started the conversation with my GM via English speaking through out whole night. Really had a nice chat with him.

My mind always imagine to have a meaningful conversation with a white man. Can't imagine, I made it yesterday night with alcohol... I always low self-esteem when speaking English since my English speaking and listening are poor. So, yesterday experience generated my confidence and motivated me to learn English more hard and diligent.

Sometimes, appropriate amount of alcohol make things happen.... Do you agree？

"My fatty journey" is beginning.....

Moon cake festival soon. no wonder I'm so desperate to eat moon cake. Immediately right after work, I drove my car seeking moon cake. Without hard work, got moon cake easily. Straight away home and start eating. Can u imagine how desperate I am!

I like various of moon cake, especially shanghai moon cake, "cold skin" moon cake, lotus seed paste moon cake... From the listing, it shows me that Shirley like those traditional favor moon cake.

Yes, correct! I seldom try those chocolate, coffee favor or else, just like those moon cake no festival feeling, those moon cake just too modern and apart us from the meaning of Moon cake fest.

I can't imagine the taste with mixed up egg yolks and chocolate... =) Anyway, there are a lot of people accepting it! But I'm not that kind of people who too strict with food. I am a soft handle person. Do u agree????

So, after this article, I ate 2 whole moon cake. Yummy~
Haha, Yummy follow by regret.... because "My fatty journey" is beginning.....

7 precious hours

Its late at night now.... don't know why its 3am now, I'm still awake. Just finished catch up with a long time no see friend. He is a peculiar friend for me, need to declare that the way he peculiar is not about his personality, is about for me, he should be no reason to be my friend since we are having large gap between us. But, on earth, such things will just happen without any reason, we had been a weird weird friend for such a many years.

Again, 3am something, I'm still reluctant to go bed yet writing here. I guess the reason for me to sit in front of laptop at midnight is because, rest is a waste time action, I really wish to have more more time to do my personal things i/o working. I wish one day could have 30 hrs i/o 24 hrs. I'm willing to work 16 hrs a day, sleep 7 hrs a day, but do my own stuff for 7 hrs. My precious 7 hrs....

Do you know, even 24 hrs a day, I am working 16 hrs a day and sleeping for 7 hrs so left only one hr for my own personal stuff but then shower, driving home used up the only one hr, what left for my own stuff. How scarcity of my time after graduation.

If I am gifted with those 7 hrs a day for my personal stuff, guess how am I going to consume it!
It would be
2 hrs for family
2 hrs for relaxation like movie or reading
1 hr for cleaning my stuff or bed room
final 2 hrs would be used up for learning and upgrade myself via online study, reading knowledgeable materials or news

So, how wonderful if I could have that 7 hrs per day!!!

“Option”

加班无聊，无法专注。
来了个爱钱的家伙，提起了Option 这玩意儿。。。
对于注重钱的我，当场提起精神。。。
喜欢玩SHARE 的朋友，不妨研究研究Option 这投资。。。
我想是个不错的选择喔！！！
不过投资有一定的风险，没有绝对的胜利。。。
只是多认识一种投资选项，肯定是一个明智的选择。。。

不一样的上司

上司总是要你做你做不到的事。
上司总是说，人到绝路就会有很多新的念头出现。
上司总是笑着来逼你。
上司总是要你选择你不想选的选择。
无奈我还在上司的下面，
我，
要做上司的上司，
我会，
是个不一样的上司，
我这个上司总会让你做你做到的东西
我这个上司总会说，想不到没关系
我这个上司总会笑着来跟你闲聊
我这个上司总会让你选你想选择的
你说，
我这个上司好吗？

人有四种

我正在思考，人的笑点跟哭点是否互补呢？
意思是，一个人的笑点高，是否代表哭点低呢？
相反地，眼浅是否又代表那人的笑点低呢？
可是，世界上太多人啦，总不会只有两种人的。。。。
就算用性别来分，也有多过两种人，并不是只有男人跟女人，还有中性呢！！！
所以，如果用笑哭点来分，应该有四种那么多吧！

1）笑点哭点都高的酷家伙
2）笑点哭点都低的情绪人
3）笑点高哭点低的感性人
4）笑点低哭点高的大笑姑婆

有没有想过自己是哪一种人。。。

没有人是没有了谁会不快乐的

心血来潮，走进他的世界。

他，原来跟谁在一起都是那个模样。

笑容，姿势，都仿佛当时的他，没有变。

才体会到，他现在的心境没有变，跟当时一个样，都是快乐的，才体会到他也是曾经快乐过。

也体会到，这种快乐的心境，她也能够提供。

更直接的体会到，没有人是没有了谁会不快乐的。

你体会得到吗！

归属感

突然发现办公桌很少私人物品，正正反映了我对公司的归属感少得可怜。。。可是正正相反的是，我在公司的时间正正是长过待在家的时间。不过，我渐渐会摆些必需品在公司，是开始有归属感吗？

可是我还是有点抗拒让自己办公桌充满我的物品，这是否代表我准备了“来时匆匆，去时也能匆匆“吗？ 是否是一种方便呢？

是有可能因为我自己是个向往简单的人吗？能免则免的原理总能发现在我身上！

回想起读书，我的物品也是少得可怜啊！虽然我在那个地方生活了三年，不过并没有我待过三年的痕迹，那三年能算是白活吗？

静电带来的感觉

放工了，空气还是冷冷的，到底是冷气还未关还是天气过度清凉呢？工作得有点迷惑了！

今天是星期六，本应是一个礼拜七天最疯狂的一日，通常星斗市民都出去狂欢啦。。。我却。。。到底是我太伟大还是我太低效率呢？大概是都有吧！

长时间的工作，劳累的身躯，疲惫的脑筋，导致我天天到处给东西“电”，痛的感觉让我醒觉起来。长这么大，不是没有试过静电带来的感觉，可是最近不懂是压力大，还是冷气吹太多，拼命地“电”到真的不是什么好事，本来想运动运动解决，五点到了，六点到了，接近七点，我放弃了这念头。。。

算吧，拿起心肝吃东西去吧！！！

电话拿起拨给最亲爱的人，遭到拒绝，不爽，约知心去。开心！

GM is not that horror what!

People always forgotten what is happening when he or she is messing with the matter, GM tells us frequently that we have to see the big picture to have the decision.

Always, people could have a clear mind set to react if he or she is non of the business with the matter, but

Always, people failed to have a right decision when he or she is involving in the incident. That is me..........

Haha, guess what, I said out "another 5 minute..." to our factory GM in a serious atmosphere meeting..... without any excuse me or sorry........

Could tell you that I am interrupting the meeting.......... OMG

When I first realized that I AM INTERRUPTING THE MEETING, I was shocked but our GM is friendly enough to forgive my rude action.

GM, I have to apologize to you that I'm not meant it...... SORRY.....

Although such silly things happened but I am happy with it because I am not afraid of my company's GM..... because he is my friend........... =)

喝茶的人数

有没有想过多少人在一起的感觉是最舒服呢？
俩个人在温和的餐厅？互聊心事？
三个好友在露天的餐馆？联络感情？
四个人？还是一班朋友出来疯狂吹水！！！
很多时候想出去找朋友联络联络聊聊天增进感情，却会意外的闷闷收场，回到家有种感觉就是那种，刚才出去做什么来呢？感觉好像没有收获。。。纳闷！
你会吗？

是“犯贱”吗？

其实人是应该改变，需要改变，却懒得去改，害怕改变。
其实我们人真的很矛盾，剪了个帅气的短发却开始怀念飘然的长发，
留了头长长的青丝却嫌它是三千烦恼丝，
与其说矛盾
不如说是“犯贱”。
你为什么那么犯贱呢？
我是需要改变还是犯贱呢？

粉红可乐杯

终于把六色可乐杯收齐啦！
看到觉得很养眼，当中我最喜爱是粉红色。。。
特别喜爱粉红，不懂是不是因为那个是你送给我的关系。。。
当我收到那个杯时，我真的很开心，谢谢你。

当时我挣扎着是否应该放弃收集，因为实在是没有时间也没有心情去吃一餐麦当劳。。。
后来我决定放弃啦，突然你那儿捎来惊喜，就好比我需要你时而你适时出现一样地让人振奋。。。

想起都觉得开心。。。

你喜欢怎样的婚纱呢？

有没有想过自己穿什么婚纱最美？
我今天刚想过，=）
原来我是喜欢白色婚纱，露背贴身的，下摆不要蓬蓬的。。。不懂自己穿起来感觉如何？

FQ

Ever thought of: why don't just distribute all the money to everyone in this world equally ?
when i was at young age, i was thinking like no money issue exist in this world if everyone has same amount of finance, then would be no social problem as well since everyone is satisfy and secure.

But, i learned something today. Someone saying: even the money is distributed equally to every single people in the world, according the level of intellectual, people will slowly, naturally, return the world to origin world which full of money issue and social problem.

He said: "Rich man will still forever a rich man, or even richer than previous while poor people will always be a poor man if he or she doesn't high in financial quotient (FQ). "

Is time for me to learn FQ.

Glee

Glee用他们的方式呈现每一首好听的歌，感觉就另类，看完他们的video，好希望把全部我喜欢的都放进来可是这样就过多了，所谓“物以稀为贵”， 还是放一个我最有感觉的一部吧！选来选去，还是放了这一个，它好青春，好有梦想，我好喜欢也好怀念以前。。。

怀念以前跟知音一起谈梦，过多的梦，有不切实际，有理所当然的。。。好多好多的梦想，记得其中一个是大学毕业，很高心我完成了这个小时候的梦想，现在离开人世也不枉此生啦。。。哈。。至少还有那么一样自己自豪的。。。有时也觉得自己不懂是靠实力还是靠运气的。。。

看到他们一大班人左动右摆，默契十足的你唱我和，好想跑进时光隧道回去我在歌咏时尽情地唱的那股乐趣。。。大家你高音我低音他和音地把一首歌唱到大家起鸡皮疙瘩，拿个亚军回来为校争光，感觉自己真的不错，自信都上身了。。。

不懂会不会每个看过这短片的观众都跟我一样，会回去从前，忆起些梦?

Before you met me
I was a wreck
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my valentine, valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I might get your heart racing

In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

“冧市”

心很乱， 乱到没了方寸。
大事小事，乱七八糟。。。
开始乱时，我还坚持尽量不乱，
到了一个程度，我乱到呆在那里什么都不会做，
乱到连决定也做错了，
以后，我答应自己，别人不论怎么乱， 我也不能够“冧市”的。
这次我真的“冧市”了。对不起

出轨一下才精彩

闲时无聊，没什么精神寄托。
单单把精神寄托在工作太干燥乏味了。
所以我把部分寄托在书本电影上，
久了，又开始寻找新的地方寄托，
最近，竟然寄托在收集可乐杯。。。太不像我啦。。。我怎么会有可乐杯情节呢？？？
哈哈，管他，人总要出轨一下才精彩的。
好高兴拥有三个可乐杯了。

沉淀心情，放松自己

好写意的一个周末，早上睡起，精神饱满。准备妥当就跟朋友吃早餐@Beacon point. 这是间有历史的西餐厅，是一间上过国际书籍的西餐厅。环境舒适，淡淡的音乐造就优美的气氛。。。是个聊天的胜地。。。外加食物不错。。。价格适宜。。。我喜欢！

http://www.beaconpoint.com.my/ourStory.htm

过后，呆在图书馆整半天，看看书，沉淀心情，放松自己。让书环绕自己是很悦心的。刚好今天是书香之日，老板娘请喝糖水，她说，书香之日请喝糖水，让客人每当书香之日就会想起他们的图书馆。生意策略之一。=）收到糖水。。。好一个受宠若惊的时刻。好喜欢这种时刻，感觉人生充满惊喜。半途，老板邀我看戏，反正得空就看咯。。。Toy story 3, 是一部能感动我的电影。抛弃与不舍的情绪波动感动了我。

晚餐时间到了，肚子咕咕声，就回家去。。。到家吃吃晚餐上上网。。。有点隐居的感觉。。。心情大好。。。人果然是需要自己的时间，封闭一下心灵。。。调整情绪！过两天再回归现实生活吧！

担心的事情发生了

一直怕发生的事发生了。以前有一本书告诉我说，担心的事是你不想发生的事，所以不要去想它，那就不会发生。我深感认同，所以我尽量控制自己别想那些不好的事。。。

可是这件事又很自然地不受控制地去想它，结果还是发生了，不过很轻微很轻微，可是心情却复杂起来了，毕竟好好的东西有缺陷了，难道缺陷美比较适合我？？？ 可能吧！自我安慰的一种。。。

上天待我不薄，没有让我一个人去面对。感谢上天的庇护。。。谢谢待在身边的朋友。。。

好久没有自卑了

好久没有自卑了。写到好像什么好东西好久没有做酱。。。自卑这东西在我上大学前还在，进大学后就收起来了。。。偶尔还会跑出来露脸，不过最近它一天二十四小时粘着我了，自信反而藏起来了。。。怎么办。。。