出轨课题

那天朋友跟我讨论一个课题：

假如你的另一半出轨，哪一个方式你比较接受得到？

他去

1.       叫外卖。还是

2.       一夜情

 

刚开始我选了一夜情，觉得叫外卖的男生太倒胃口了，太无耻了。我不希望我选择的另一半是那么无耻的男人。

而我朋友就比较接受得到另一半叫外卖，因为外卖通常就花钱，完事后就没有续文。那么她跟他还能够相爱继续爱情路。反而一夜情就通常是男的对那女生动情才会发生，而且完事后会有下文的几率大很多。

听完朋友的解释，突然选择不到。我开始往卫生方面想。到底一夜情比较卫生还是外卖比较卫生？想来想去，还是不得其解。怎样都不卫生。。。

哎呀！原来我好像接受不到另一半出轨噢！！！

看来，好像只要他不让我知道，出轨好像对我来说也不是个问题。因为我不知道啊。。。哈哈

您呢？有头绪吗？

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