New Chapter of Shirley life

Long time didn't write a long article. Wish to write one for posting but still lack of words. Anyway, just share my recently life here.

Recently I always imagine myself to do anything alone like shopping alone, eating alone at restaurant, drinking alone at bar, feeling secure if I do so for clearing my mind. Once I read a book telling me that every human being has more than one personality. Different personality will come up for different condition of life. When one is hurt, strong personality will appear to protect himself / herself. Vice versa, when you are feeling secure, another soft and counting personality will show up to enjoy the moment. So, it is quite true for me.

Sometimes work for a long time, just wish to have time to spare it with myself. Talk to myself to understand what I need for current and future. Clear complicating and simplify my road to achieve my goal of life.

Although yet to be define my goal, but I have decided to create another chapter for my life. No matter the chapter is good or bad to my life. It's still my life, I will love every chapter in my life.

I learned that if some one take too many things into consideration for every matter, it will become obstacle i/o careful thinking and well planning. So although life is need to be planned, but it has to progress as well.... In short, I am going to progress my life to another chapter soon......No matter is proposal A, proposal B or proposal C... is time to change my life and enhance my life no matter is good experience or bad experience. I will not regret.....

Haha, why sound like I'm pursueing myseld to do my new chapter?

Drunk Shirley

Yesterday I was drunk. I did a lot of things that I never did before yesterday. I just knew that drunk driving is really really freaking dangerous... you will fall asleep when driving... luckily I am safe...

When drunk, different ppl with different drunk style... i think mine one is talking disorderly... I have forgotten what I had told yesterday... but I knew it is embarrasing...... so pls, my dear friends... do not believe what I have told when I am drunk....

I found it's hard to face to face to my friends since they saw my abnormal behaviours....just so embarrased... OMG

美丽

美丽是种感觉。只要一个人满足于现状，拥有自信，那个人就会给人一种美感。你认同吗？ 很多人觉得一件艺术或商品很漂亮可是缺乏美感。大概就是这种意思吧！！ 所以人也是一样，一个人对生活抱怨连连，自卑，就算外表怎么漂亮，怎么看，都会觉得少了份美的感觉。 当初大学时期潮流自拍，无论怎么拍，都很满意每张照片里的自己。可能那时我过着开心的校园生活，现在大概是心境不美，所以每每拍的照片都马马虎虎。。。也意兴阑珊。。所以现在浪费了功能不坏的手机相机。 是时候开始让自己兴致勃勃起来啦。。。懒懒的生活还蛮累的。。。

不懂

不懂做么，我觉得长大后生活很不快乐。

Enjoyable Moment

Previously, I was always wondering why some girls being blessed by many of others... but always I am not the some girls.

Currently, I am those some girls who is being blessed by many of others, but only realize that the moment being blessed by others is based on the long journey which build up the moment.

Although the moment is enjoyable but it is too short if compared with the ratio of our life.

So, we have to appreciate instead of envy and jealous.

日记四之新新人类

没有你的第四天，今天公司派我去训练班。不用上班感觉真的比较轻松。。。今天学的是不同时代背景的人会有什么样的性格。。。我是新新人类，Gen Z。据说这类人很聪明，需要大量空间发挥。。。可是感觉这样归类有点不大认同。。。无论如何，听老师的课，还是学到点知识，道理。。。

心情不错的一天。。。

日记三之情人节

没有你的第三天，今天刚好是情人节。首先对自己说情人节快乐。今天特赦，让自己早放工然后看电影去。难得情人节不需要一个人过。

电影结婚那件事。不错，可是还没到很好评的那种。不过却让我联想起让我流泪的事，是感动的另类说法吗！

感触后想起他，有点想念，所以拨号过去，哈，幸福的他要睡觉了。 想到他在这里很无聊没人陪我就希望他能够多留几个月好让他快乐。可是另一方面，我多么希望他能够留在身边。

无论如何，三天这样也就过去了。

日记二

没有你的第二天，虽然平时我是一个人去上班，可是少了你为我关门感觉很危险。尤其是晚上，我害怕，所以我把灯里里外外都开起来，好让家没那么空虚。。。希望你能早点回来。

日记一

没有你的第一天， 我感到很闲很无聊。 睡觉又不是，看戏也不是。睡觉起来又没有饭吃，感觉被世界所遗弃。感觉很糟糕！

糟糕的感觉挥之不去直到好友来电告知那天配的眼镜好了才能够让我打起精神去生活每分每秒。。。

世界再次美好起来了。。。好想你

ASUS Tablet

Finally I got my great prize after a week waiting... Thanks for my colleague's hand carry and redeemption... Share the real stuff picture here.... to express my excitement.... wow.... I never think about owning a tablet before... at least not within this year.... how lucky I am.... Love ya

Side Effect Of HK Trip

Vomit and fever ~~~ I started low appetite at HK.... even company annual dinner I also ate less compared with previous whom Shirley is...

One thing I have to share is, I am so lucky to win a lucky draw of ASUS tab with 10" screen worth HK$4999 while company annual dinner... wow, how great to win my first prize in my life.... I never won a such great prize in my life before... is this my purse functioning...wakakaka.... sometime is not obsessed, you do really need to believe it....



Yet, I haven't got the real stuff on hand since I go upstair stage to take the receipt, it have to redeem, so I requested my HK colleague to collect for me and hopefully I could get it by this Sunday when my HK colleague back to Malaysia for CNY. Here would like to greet all of my friends a very HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2012...

oooo... too far from the topic, back here, for last day of HK before went to airport... I started vomit... from here and there, haha, then I will lay down whenever I meet bed... haha, it is so suffer at flight, I miss out my lunch at flight because I slept whole journey and vomit once on flight, my loss to not eat the lunch....

But beside the negative side effect, there is positive side effect as well.... I fever for two days, optimistic side is I could rest two more days before resume work... Is this one of the example of positive thinking.... <3