New Chapter of Shirley life

Long time didn't write a long article. Wish to write one for posting but still lack of words. Anyway, just share my recently life here.

Recently I always imagine myself to do anything alone like shopping alone, eating alone at restaurant, drinking alone at bar, feeling secure if I do so for clearing my mind. Once I read a book telling me that every human being has more than one personality. Different personality will come up for different condition of life. When one is hurt, strong personality will appear to protect himself / herself. Vice versa, when you are feeling secure, another soft and counting personality will show up to enjoy the moment. So, it is quite true for me.

Sometimes work for a long time, just wish to have time to spare it with myself. Talk to myself to understand what I need for current and future. Clear complicating and simplify my road to achieve my goal of life.

Although yet to be define my goal, but I have decided to create another chapter for my life. No matter the chapter is good or bad to my life. It's still my life, I will love every chapter in my life.

I learned that if some one take too many things into consideration for every matter, it will become obstacle i/o careful thinking and well planning. So although life is need to be planned, but it has to progress as well.... In short, I am going to progress my life to another chapter soon......No matter is proposal A, proposal B or proposal C... is time to change my life and enhance my life no matter is good experience or bad experience. I will not regret.....

Haha, why sound like I'm pursueing myseld to do my new chapter?