a SHIT luck day

Gosh.... I had a shit day.
Not any kind of shit...
Is truely physically shit which was smelly, wet, nasty and disgusting.

One day, I went to Macritchie walk with group of friends.
Can't be avoid was photo session in such activity.
I leaned on the edge of bridge.
After shooting, carried on our walking happily.

When my hand accidentally touched my pant, felt like so wet, was wondering was that my sweating?
I felt wrong after some moment, I looked at my hand, me and my friend shouted together
"SHIT ARRRRRR"

All group member said no wonder there was shit smell surrounding them...

OMG, I had a shit day.
One of the member asked my feeling that day.
My answer was: I feel like shit.
Everyone had a laugh.
Actually not that much annoyed to my emotion.
I felt funny also, my first time of touching shit in such a way like so close to it. LOL.

After the matter, I told the story to my roomate and colleague, they were saying the same thing that I had a shit luck which means the shit will bring good luck to me.

Hope its true that shit = luck, means luck is following me now.

=)

三年

我不像会对感情承诺的人
可是对于你，就算多么不甘心，还是说出了一个三年。
是我们的未来

现在的心情，
挺满足现状
蛮期盼未来
可是非常担心中间的变数
因为三年是段长时间
所谓世事难料

请祝福我们

Something Molest My Body

Everyday I feel something touches my hand, my leg.... it's so frequent that I realize that my hair fall problem is getting serious.

Oh my god, I was keep ignoring this as I had ever read an article regarding the normal volume of hair to fall is about 100 hairs. I counted my hair fall some days, its still in the acceptable interval which is 100. But physically, it seem not the same matter.

Oh my god, it's getting obvious of my front head hair, it seems lesser and lesser which it looks a bit bald. Its time to focus on my shampoo brand and hair care / treatment.

Oh my god, plus my white hair is another concern, two in one make me look worse. There are 4 people talked about it in a week recently. It keep reminding me that I should take some action and care of it instead of ignoring it.

OMG!!!

I'm headache.... Seriously, age is approching 30, body start giving us alarm..... Sigh!!!

This is sooooooooo negative which make me moody... CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I HAVE AGING PROBLEM NOW!!!

Wok Challenges / Stress

Wok Challenges / Stress
I was satisfied with my work style before.
But somehow, there are always have uncertainties, unexpected stuff coming out from time to time which is not letting you to rest in comfort zone.
However, it doesn't mean that I'm not satisfied now.  It would be a healthy personal grow in workplace I guess.
I had a challenge.
Before I have colleague issue, the problem solve but another issue raise.
Now I have to take over a resigned colleague's projects.
Anyway, I'm more than willing to accept it.
Somehow, it's so frustrating when someone keeps laughing on the situation that I'm having now.
But I don't care. Other people's mind is none of my business.
You know what, I had get off the worry time zone, I was spending my time to worry my future in this company for past 2 weeks. How to learn it all from the one? How to take the challenge...etc.
NOW.... I'm so excited about it. =)
I might have a chance to be promoted......positive thinking......
All the best.

Precious Moment with Miss COURSEMATE

It's was a lovely time with her
Whatever she said, I interested
She is a popular girl among people
Wherever she go, there are people surrounding her
She is smart and pretty
Whenever it is, she always carry herself well
She is my favourite and best friend
I really love to be with her
Laughter surrounding during the time with her
Feeling relax with her
She always able to advise and encourage to my life
What a lovely girl that exist in my world.

Crying for YOU

Part of the movie recall my memory of the crying. The crying is for YOU, it is a vivid memory.

I cried for YOU twice.

I remembered the first crying was when YOU were applying to another class stream in high school. I was so bad that I did really hope you will fail the application. But eventually you left me to another class. Then I left to another school too. The crying was so crazy in the canteen in front of a class mate.

The second crying was when YOU were leaving origin HOME. I thought that I was fine. But after I sent you home. I cried crazyly in my car. How deep the feeling of mine to YOU which I didn't realize the friendship is that important to me.

Why cried for so hard?

The first time was thinking that we will go different life in future. Mostly friendship end after school especially those go for different university coz we will spend less time together which weaken the relationship.

While the second time of crying was thinking of your chance of not going to return to your origin. There is a vibrant city, cool weather. If I were you also might have the chance to stay there for good. If you are not coming back means I will never have the chance to meet up with you anymore.

Anyway, you are back. We are friend.

I'm a lot more realistic girl now. But some how, I appreciate our friendship.

Friendship Forever.

Mode officially ON !!!

Finally, I moved in to Singapore. Instead of travelling JB and SG for work, I sleep a lot now. Benefit number one is able to rest well and beauty sleeping though it works not so well on me. LOL.

Travelling happened for 2 months to me, it was exhausting and tiring. But its happening to a lot of family in JB and Singapore. Malaysian are sending their children to school at Singapore which they deeply believe that Singapore's education is better than Malaysia which I have no comment about it as I have no idea about it. While Singaporean move their life and their family to Malaysia but stay working in Singapore to earn double currency and live better living expenses which obviously understandable.

Whatever it is, travelling is not my style, soooooo.........

SG life mode ON!!!

事到如今，如何是好

生活，理想，感情都很难同时拥有，头痛！

时常想起自己不顾一切，做自己想做的事，没有责任感。

时常想自己的行为有没有做错，没有头绪。

可是这世间的所有事情都好像没有所谓的对与错。

问自己，会后悔吗？不知道

永远不会知道

会想哭吗？会

哭的出来吗？好像哭不出来

现在生活还好吗？好像不错，挺满意的

可是想起对他的一切，会觉得不应该吗？会

那是错吗？我不知道

想跟他有将来吗？很想

想起他会开心吗？ 会，会会心一笑。

他好吗？他很好

是习惯了他吗？有可能

是爱他吗？那么浪漫爱情的问题，我不了解。

我现实吗？超现实

会想分开吗？不想

会喜欢别人吗？感觉我不会

对他不公平吗？是不公平

我追求理想，有错吗？没有

是方法错了吗？好像是

有更好的办法吗？应该有，可是我想不到，笨！！！

现在这样，到底想怎样？我。。。真的不懂

你能帮我吗？

告诉我应该要怎样。。。。

他会离开吗？好像会

他到底在想什么？我不知道

我们会放弃对方吗？正在逃避的问题

唉！我好像在浪费大家的时间。对不起

WISE MEN TALK

Do you know?

"Don't worry about that" is a polite way to tell someone "It's non of your business".

WISE MEN TALK make friends instead of enemy. 

THIS.MEANS.WAR

I'm so excited about my brand new life in Singapore! No matter its turn out good / bad in future, it's gonna be so much fun to my life. Woohoo!!!

Maybe the excitement is too much to me... I'm not tired at all at this time 2am at this approching 30 age. LOL!!!

Or maybe I drank some alcohol just now, it made me sleeplessness. Whatever it is, I watched a movie called "This Means War".

It is a perfect cast with a very good story line. It's well combined the fun with action. Soooo interesting, it kept me laughing like forever till the end of the movie. LOL...

Since when, I haven't enjoy much of a movie like tonight. I love it!!!

Handsomes and Gorgeous, there you go....

EP Approval

Oh yeah!!!

My Sg work pass is approved under Employment Pass (EP). I never expect that it would be EP instead of S pass. Although there are not much different. LOL. Anyway, I am soooooo happy that I am hired and will start work soon...

Next chapter of life is coming freaking soon. Hope I will enjoy it.

It's time to WORK HARD & PLAY HARD !!!
Happy!!!