苏志夑

最近迷他，连续一个月每天看他的戏。
他的歌没有很好听。可是他是魅力型。就算歌没在听，却有在看。

相信每个粉丝都是这样。
我是浅迷吧，至少没花钱。哈哈


写这个不是炫耀看了他多少部戏，也不是推荐他简介他。
 只是想说，人的幻想能力是很强的。

只要朔造得好，人可以把喜欢的东西完美化。
喜欢享受被自己完美化的东西是沉迷吗？还是一种生活乐趣？
当发现完美的人有点缺陷就会疯掉吗？

看了无数他的影片，都好看直到有个他没在笑看起来耍大牌的影片。
发现他也是个有情绪的人类，并非我脑子里的那个。

可能想得太美了。看着这个影片，也就开始讨厌他。

所谓爱与恨是一线之差。虽然没那么严重。却也开始体会。

还好看他是个乐趣，所以拿到了个平衡点。
看他的感觉还蛮好的。
哈哈

Ireland's Greeting

It is kinda warm and lovely to receive mail from far west Ireland especially from a bff that has been known for 21 years.

Card is meaningful, lovely and sentimental. It was my favorite for apologies, birthday and travel souvenir.

I had forgotten the hobby that I ever had till the Christmas greeting card from her.

To make a card meaningful, you have to write something on it.

Writing is a healthy activity for balance life though it is not everyone's favorite. For me, it is. I remember one of the author share that one's life need input and output to balance life.

What is input?
It could be learning or experiencing through reading, listening, and studying.

What about output?
When you learn something, you have to utilize it. You will know the knowledge you have are meaningful to life.
When you read something, you should share it. You will input more when sharing and creativity will approach you. Then you will find life is interesting.

Writing is an mind organizing exercise. With writing, you will make up your mind, clear it, and know the direction. Of course, writing allow writer to beautify the sentence before sharing in a slow pace atmosphere. Therefore, minimize the conflict and maybe enhance your life. So, I feel relax after blogging.

Okay back to topic, my bff, she is far away from me now. What she is really doing? Is she good? I have little idea only. The little thing that I know for sure is via social media FB... I forgot ever since when, we talk less. Although it sound sad, but it's true, distance kills friendship, time kills too. I guess it happen to mostly of the friendship. No matter how, I am happy and smile genuine whenever I remember her. She is the longest friendship I ever have in my life. To me, yes, the longest, but I am not sure is it the same to her. Never mind, it is not important.

Important things is we are glad to have each other. Appreciate the time we talk nonsense on phone for hours costly for parent, we hang out for nothing especially overnight at her house. We talk forever although only two of us. Dreams, future, boys, blah blah blah.

Not sure is it happen to you. I don't talk much now. Especially colleagues, or just normal friend. The atmosphere is fine when the conversation is conducted by more than 2 persons. But, whenever is just two person, I feel tension and lack of topics to share. Awkward situation will then happen. Not sure is it due to my bad expression skill or due to lacking of knowledge. I really don't like to hang out now.

She is coming back Malaysia by next year for a month I guess. So, it is kinda excited for me to meet up. The gathering more or less must be Elaine, Emma and me. Glad that we are still friends.


Emma, see you soon.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

Cafe Writting as JK. Rowling

Foung below article that was written 1 yr ago. 

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What am I doing now? Well the answer is dining alone at KFC. After months almost a year of traveling alone, I get used of being alone. I thought I could handle myself very well while being alone but some how, I feel awkward at the starting of my every meal that is having alone. But things run well after seated.

What's next after finish the meal? Haha... I'm lost as well. Okay, the moment of looking for entertainment to kill time while waiting coach. I try to surf internet but KFC WiFi is sucks. Luckily I am able to access fm station.

Radio station is a normal and basic entertainment which is not much interesting to me. Some how, I got into a romantic and soft station. It likes a time tunnel bringing me to old school. Sentiment sound from the DJ lead me to a very leisure times like I'm having trip to Europe or London. It's like I'm staying in a luxury hotel enjoying deluxe meal and services.

I feel so good and perhaps I could close my eyes to imagine how lovely it would be if this is real. I'm focus on composing my article which I nearly leave the real world and go into my own lovely imagination world.

Actually I'm thinking how nice if I could have a book to read. Get some input to my mind doing some brainstorming.but I failed to get one. Never mind, I'm creating it.

My activity that writing in a restaurant made me think of Rowling. She is the author of the Harry Potter. She started and completed the novel in a cafe. As what I'm doing now, I might be able to understand some of her emotions during writing. Its inspiration, its sentimental and lovely.

Today was a happy day. Colleague are so nice, so helpful. I love to work with them. Maybe I'm new to the company, I'm still able to enjoy the privileges as a new staff in a company. I think its understandable.

However today also is a resignation day of him. Honestly I dislike him. The main reason is his rude talk. Obviously nobody in company like him. The way he act is too bossy, he is over confidence, rude and stupid.

He offense most of the colleague even me. But I still manage to communicate with him. Working wise, he is responsible but not educated.

I am rude when talking about him. So, let's stop this topic.

Birthday @ Boracay

This is my first time birthday surprise is truly madly deeply surprise me.

But I’m not saying previous birthday was not surprise… just not that truly madly and deeply…

Haha

The whole trip is so brilliant till my mind is full of Boracay. This is why I nearly forget my birthday. 

The meaning of Boracay in chinese is long beach island. The beach is really long that it takes an hour ++ or 2 to fully complete the walk of Boracay beach. There are restaurant from franchise to local market available along the beach. You can feel the sand from crude to fine sands. Fine sands could be found at S1. 

Our trips itinerary full with activities, I wish to have a day extra to sit back and relax at the beach for hours. It could be drinks, a nap or day dreaming at the beach. If I could have this to add on to my Boracay trips, it would be a perfect trip.

However, it is a perfect trip to me even though I don’t have that extra day. This is because, my lovely secondary class mate pre-celebrate my birthday with me here in Boracay. Although we don’t have the bon fire, but still there was a local live band arranged for my birthday song. 

Filipino is friendly enough to sang me the birthday song like I’m their friend too. The arrangement was a bit confusing that when the birthday song is sung, I thought there was someone else birthday, so I help on it with full of my energy as I was so happy with the beach. And then I remember my birthday. 

At this minute, the cake appeared and was moving towards me… from there, I knew the birthday girl is me.

Once again, it was truly madly deeply happy that everyone was celebrating for me.

The happiness stay till now with me in Singapore…

Happy birthday to Shirley in Boracay!!!!

 ps: To arrange this, someone purposely bought a coffee and brought back to hotel just to prove me. How lovely they are.

Ariel Point @ Boracay

Most enjoyable island trip ever had so far.

Enjoy the atmosphere, music, unlimited drinks, surrounding by bikini and handsome Caucasian blah blah blah…

It is my first time to drinks on boat… got tipsy on boat and feel like flying to paradise…. I got silly picture for this. 

Luckily, I never sea sick so far =)

It is my first time to cliff dive

It is my first time to swim in sea without life jacket

It is my first time to snorkeling without life jacket

There were funny things happened, well… people might find it boring but I do feel interesting and made me laugh.

One of my travel mate cliff dive calmly, but all of us burst out loudly when she got out of the water, her pant (newly bought with 100peso which we felt cheap but nice) broke out all the way of the sewing of both side seaming. I guess you can’t imagine it but I LOL for every single times of remembering it.

She is kinda “do not know what to react” face. Haha, she felt embarrassed but found funny with the incident too. So, she threw the pant in hotel during check out. The most funny part was the cleaner chased all the way to us just to return the broken pant to our cute travel mate and this make us burst out a non-stop laughter.  How best the service line is provided in Boracay Philippine.

Apart from this, another travel mate made laughter as well although this laughter is building on her painful. She is the first among us to cliff dive, however, she felt very painful and few hours later, both of her tight bruised, it was kinda large part which are visible if wearing short. We all don’t understand why this made us laugh but we did joking with her. Lesson learn that proper cliff diving skill is a must to avoid injury as “cliff diving is on your own risk”.

At Ariel Points, there are 3 meters, 5 meters, 8 meters and 15 meters jump. Coward me that only tried the 5 meters jumping with a super loud screaming (cry like hell like killing a pig)…happy thing is that people around me enjoy my screaming as they laugh out happily... haha....

Why I scream out loud?

The process is you take the brave to walk up there...
Then, you hesitate...
Few seconds later, thinking of " I don't care", so another push make you jump
Next, with eyes wide open expecting to touch the water soonest
However, such a long time that my body is dropping and still in the air... and wondering where is the sea water....
At that moment, the pressure on my heart is scary and make me scream out
Soonest after the screaming, I was in the water and feeling relief...

Wondering why those people have the brave to jump down for suicide. Hopeless/ depression are emotion that strong enough to make one suicide especially those jumping down from high building.

Anyway....Ariel point, I will be back… for 8 meters cliff dive and maybe 15 meters jump.

Job Issue vs Human Problem

I believe above mentioned happen in all kind of working environment. Maybe it could be catogoried as below.

A - High Job Issue with High Human Problem, Difficulty --> Full Star
B - High Job Issue with Low Human Problem, Difficulty --> 3 Star
C - Low Job Issue with High Human Problem, Difficulty --> 2 Star
D - Low Job Issue with Low Human Problem, Difficulty --> 1 Star

I believe happiness is inversely proportional to difficulty, so result as below.

A - High Job Issue with High Human Problem, Happiness --> 1 Star
B - High Job Issue with Low Human Problem, Happiness --> 2 Star
C - Low Job Issue with High Human Problem, Happiness --> 3 Star
D - Low Job Issue with Low Human Problem, Happiness --> Full Star

Although it is not necessary to category a company, but I am so desperate to do so.

Let me think, previous company should be B.
And for current, it must be C....

As what it categories now, seem like current condition of my life is better.

Hope this is truely represent my life.